OUR CONVERSATION

I had a really tough day yesterday .
I suffered a long , stressful day .
I was weak , I became negative .
I was restless , I became angry .

But that was not all .

As I was trying hard to stay smiling ,
I failed , after each second .
That I ended up being quiet - in silence .

And all the other thoughts chimed in and decided to
put more burden - in my tiny stupid head .

from sunrise till sunset
I suffered .

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Then I decided to just proceed with my weekly routine ,
teaching English language every Monday and Tuesday night .

I was worried that my negativity would affect others ,
but I tried hard not to.

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So , the class ended .

I straight away searched for my favourite ,
for he is always the one I look for
when I am there , whenever I am down or even at my happiest .
I just need him .

So I did .

He was worried about his PT3 ,
I tried to calm him .
It's always that way ,
It's either I share or he shares .
And one of us will support one another
with sweet words that motivate .

" Hari ni saya stres dekat ofis "
" Sir saya takut nak ambil PT3 "

We began our conversation that ended with ,

" Thank you son "
" I'll always be your son "

That conversation that we had -
that calmed me ,
and I hope I helped him to .

InsyaAllah .
Thank you .